I just really want to give up on everything right now.
I'll never accomplish the things I want to accomplish.
I try and try and NOTHING ever works out and I'm getting so tired of trying and being useless.
Fuck anxiety and fuck depression, I hate that they rule my life. I hate that to everyone it seems that my lack of trying is due to laziness. I'm a useless being who has nothing to contribute to the world.
Why an I like this?
I don't want to be
I want to work
I want to go out
but I can't, I just can't.
